I thought I would post now. I am just working on putting off packing. I really do not want to because it seems like I just packed. I have no idea what I want to take and if everything will fit. I guess we will have to see what happens. Mom comes home tonight to leave with me friday. My first order of business when I get there is to find an apartment. Second order is to find myself a good job. I have to take care of loan junk in the form of consolidation and deferment. I really do not want to deal with them but I guess I will have to.

My life has definately changed this past summer. I do not know how to explain it but I do know that I have definately changed and so has other things. I cant believe that I do not have any grandfathers any more. That is sad. My dad's dad did not see me graduate from high school or college. My mom's dad saw me graduate from high school and college. He never came straight out and tell me, but I did know that he was proud of me. I was able to get more education than he ever had. I know that he wants me to succeed in life. I just wish he had a chance to share with me whenever I get married. Even though that he would not be there physically but he will still be there in my mind.

Well, I got to get back to packing and cleaning my room. I will try to write more about things before I leave this friday. Have a good week. Miss you all from LU!!